Saturday, October 15, 2005
Antisocial
There’s this Brief’s song where they sing about their antisocialness. I find it both beautiful because I relate to it and devastating because I don’t want to relate to it. It seems I am incapable of having a close intimate relationship with anyone except my girlfriend. I find so many times in life that I am the disposable one. I want nothing more than to find people I can relate to and pour my soul out with into organizing sound. Day in, day out my life slaps me in the face showing me that that is not to be a reality for me. I would love to make music with others but the only one who cares about that dream right now is me. It’s sad, it’s scary but I have to stop wasting my time and figure out a way to go at it alone.
There’s this Brief’s song where they sing about their antisocialness. I find it both beautiful because I relate to it and devastating because I don’t want to relate to it. It seems I am incapable of having a close intimate relationship with anyone except my girlfriend. I find so many times in life that I am the disposable one. I want nothing more than to find people I can relate to and pour my soul out with into organizing sound. Day in, day out my life slaps me in the face showing me that that is not to be a reality for me. I would love to make music with others but the only one who cares about that dream right now is me. It’s sad, it’s scary but I have to stop wasting my time and figure out a way to go at it alone.
# posted by Nick D @ 5:27 PM 
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Yes, there needs to be that balance between production and being. A person needs to slow down and just be. I would hope if you found the right people you would make time. But that's what being 24 and having stupid ideals gets me.
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